Terrorism Rocked India !!!!

How eventful week it was. First we faced the government crisis in Delhi with full of drama, then we were only spectator to Blasts in bangalore followed byt defeat of India against Sri lanka in first test match of series and to add more in queue scary series blasts in Ahamdabad. Though every event contributes its effect in our daily life but the events of bomb blast in bangalore and Ahamdabad were really shameful. In a huge country like India where we have a huge population too maintaining a certain level of security is also not possible and we should understand this very well now, instead of blaming some other government or police or system we should now look into the situation and try to figure out that how and what can we impart from our side to make it a better and secure place to live. I dont see any points if I write about "It shoud not happen or Who did it" rather at least I would like to make a promise to myself that I will keep my eyes open and will try to spread awareness more n more among maximum possible solution because in my opinion system can help us only if we help system. No police across the world can sweep out the whole city or state for finding a bomb or person involved in such cases. If we play our role in a proactive way then possibly with the existing infrastructure can deny any more occurrence of such events. May God give peace to the victim souls and courage to their families.... Amen

The dream I always wanted to live.....

"When you find your path, you must not be afraid. You need to have sufficient courage to make mistakes. Disappointment, defeat and despair are the tools God uses to show us the way"...these are the few line which famous Brazilian writer Paulo Coelho in his book Brida. This is how I started to thinking about my life's dream though I read this book much after I took decision to quit my professional career with infosys and starting my own Comopany. Few people still question my this decision and advice me to re look into the decision but what can be done as path is narrow turning back is not possible; two possible ways are jump from there for suicide or move ahead till i reach to the top and can just realize that World is not flat and still few places are there which can make u feel that you are on top. I would like to say many thanks to my parents who were also equally aware of risk I was taking but allowed me to go with my heart as they believe that I have midas touch. Let me tell you that sitting on pile of money and putting on weight is not the sign of success, it tells you that you are dead. If some one sitting and feeling like he got what he meant for that means either he is not willing to work or just turned his face from truth. SO WANT TO ASSURE YOURSELF THAT YOU ARE AWAKE THEN DARE TO LIVE YOUR DREAM

Hasta la vista, Baby!.....but I will be back with bang

Yup now again its time say cheers with a metal sound of glasses, now I am free to do whatever I wanted to do since last 10 years. Still cant understand .. :O..okay then ladies and gentleman give me a moment to make the announcement "I have quit Infosys and not going to join any other company for my rest of the life." I wish if I can yell with happiness...but still conserving my energy for future.

So if i say Infosys then it means me a lot. It gave me a lot in terms of money, knowledge and friends.....I cant forget few of them like Gaurav pant, kumar prateek, sandeep koul, sandeep nair, samarth sood, pradeep, thakur and many more list is big...got chance to work with some good managers like bharat pandey, sreekanth...got a very good team to work with and many of the occasions very good project parties. The journey was of almost three years and in my opinion it was worth to stay there and learn things.

So at the end it was a good stay over there. Here I would like to say that I will miss the team i was working with but dont worry I will be back in either way...

OH its time to say bye-bye swiss

yoooooooo!! i have completed almost one year in switzerland and now its time to say bye. I think it was great place to work, a peaceful romantic place to live and a freaking awesome place for desert lovers as u will get a lot of variety in chocolates, cakes and many more stuff. I admire the staff I worked with but somehow I am not feeling good when I am all set to travel back to India just two months back only I got my group Like Sandy, samarth....but any ways its part of life. But I would like to say here I got some good friends and some bitter experiences also. I got some real good friends to whom I will miss and would like to be with them on every possible chance. At same moment I saw the greediness also, though people were earning more than they deserve but still put some bad example on no of occasions huh!!! who cares .....sab chalta hai.... . I will miss Raghav most that I know for sure :) and yes Murghai is also a character which I faced here only before meeting to him I heard only that guy of this breed exist. A true fun loving person but bit of confused it seems. He is a scholar of SHIT science and I wont be surprised if He get noble prize some day for this category(if exist). Then it comes to baby Elly(subbu, fatso, subbupotamus) ..he is the laziest person I ever met but guys he a fantastic photographer. We all had loads of fun when NT sir an Sheetal anna were here, that couple was energetic and full of enthusiasm beyond any of our imagination. One Mr. cool Vicrant was also one of my good mate at coffee table we use to discuss a lot of things and I hope he also enjoyed my company. How can forget Rakhal, pallavi and their Garlic tea.... . Actually all the name I mentioned are living in adliswil and that was only my group if I would be asked to speak or remember some one out of this group then certainly those are two first is Manu the papa raji.....a good guy with great soul very friendly and always wear a smile...he was famous for his Fastest slow speed on dining table..hehehehehe. Second is Shiva prasad my Pizza partner a gem of person he looks shy but does all those thing which force me to call him Flirt no 1.... He gave me awesome funda of visiting church over weekends because sometimes after prayer in church ppl(hot chicks included) hug each other so with the grace of Jesus you can also be lucky on any saturday or sunday...hehehe....so I think I should wrap it up now because story is too long....so good bye swiss and adliswil........I am sure one day I will be back again to ROCK THE PARTY :)

wow I have completed 25 years in my life now its time for Lesson learnt document :)

Life is going around and i m getting older by the end of everyday. I am just 10 days away to score quarter century of life.....wow....if I look back then I can say "what an awesome journey that was" without given second moment. Today I think better if it is not a dream because I spent my childhood as a tenant with transferable job of my father. Yes no doubt is there that during this duration of transfer I was strongly attached to my root place i.e. Kanpur but this transfers never gave me some stability in terms of some personal relationship, during that period i was in different cities for a year or two and at each place I made some good friends and loosed them too. During the decade of early 1990's I had never projected my future as my father always wanted me to be an IAS but I was not interested and like many other Indian kids i dreamed about being a cricketer like Sachin, Kapil and Gavaskar but reality exist far away from dreams and no wonder that I realized that soon. After that i moved towards books( obviously school subject books as before that I already had hobby of reading ) and made some serious plan. In that planning phase I came in touch with Computer and started dreaming about being one successful software professional. After following that dream I got admission in an Engineering college in year 2001. That was the time when IT market was not doing good so every one was opting some different course but I strongly went with my decision to choose Com Sci and then after that I joined Infosys as my first company and today I am about to complete three years in that company. During this I saw a lot of phase of success and failure in a lot of fields. I got blamed at a lot of places for not showing consistency. But I really dont know if people who blame understand the relation of struggle efforts and consistency. For very small example we can take Sun , every morning it rises and evening goes. From morning to afternoon it increases its shine and after that shine goes down that doesnt mean that Sun died or put less effort to spread shine. In my opinion Sun was always doing the same and emitting the same light only the situation was changing and again next morning it comes and do the same and some time in a cloudy day it doesnt shine at all that never reflect Sun's reduced performance so same happened with our life also there are time like Morning and evening the only lesson we need to learn is when its not a cloudy day then we should shine at the best and let others sweat and let them feel heat of our success and good work.

My Friends and Me

Friends .....more mysterious word than Girls (at least for me)....some time its fun to have friends like when you are studying, playing, sitting on grass field and sharing old memories.. and some time its pain when you see yourself getting used by those few ppl out of this whole world to whom you call Friends. I always got a lesson from my father that dont expect any damn thing from friends or any relation that we make in order to keep those relations alive more longer but at same time I was swinging in dilemma that how can I stop expecting as I am a human being and I have to survive too. I kept myself in same dilemma for 24 years and never expected anything from my friends but today when I see my position then it gives me a feel that I should expect because expectation only gives you expression. If any one wont expect then how will other person come to know that what i want from him. As per very basic concept "Without demand no supply". So here I wanted to tell a story. In 2001 9 guys started their graduation. they were hostlers in a private engineering college. Something was common in them which brought them together i.e. dreaming..dreaming beyond horizon...beyond limits...eager to do anything. I was also part of that part. At that time I dint know that how long is life of each individual's dream but It was pleasure to find co-passengers even for a shorter distance. Time was running faster than any other moving object and In my opinion the bond we were sharing was getting mature with every moment we live. As always close kept metallic object makes sound so some conflicts came among us also...but thanks God nothing major happened. Now we were on verge of Finishing our graduation and that group of 9 had been shrunk to 5 ya almost half. These 5 were still living with same common dream. At the next phase of life One of them Got job just after finishing his graduation another two went delhi purposely with some short term goal one went for his post graduation and last one started searching job. Things were moving again the one who got the job called his all three friends to city where he was working and he did every possible help to those guys some time he went beyond limits also. Then one day he got a good opportunity and went away from that city. Now after one year of moving away he wants to come back and want to start living the dream they saw 6 year back but out of them only one is ready. Out of rest three one has personal issues, one have issue without any issue and third one still I dont know why I spent my so many years with him even I had fight between my brain and heart brain said leave him heart said live with him every time I went with heart and today again my heart and brain are fighting and I am afraid that this time Brain knocked out the heart. so sorry 'M'