My Friends and Me

Friends .....more mysterious word than Girls (at least for me)....some time its fun to have friends like when you are studying, playing, sitting on grass field and sharing old memories.. and some time its pain when you see yourself getting used by those few ppl out of this whole world to whom you call Friends. I always got a lesson from my father that dont expect any damn thing from friends or any relation that we make in order to keep those relations alive more longer but at same time I was swinging in dilemma that how can I stop expecting as I am a human being and I have to survive too. I kept myself in same dilemma for 24 years and never expected anything from my friends but today when I see my position then it gives me a feel that I should expect because expectation only gives you expression. If any one wont expect then how will other person come to know that what i want from him. As per very basic concept "Without demand no supply". So here I wanted to tell a story. In 2001 9 guys started their graduation. they were hostlers in a private engineering college. Something was common in them which brought them together i.e. dreaming..dreaming beyond horizon...beyond limits...eager to do anything. I was also part of that part. At that time I dint know that how long is life of each individual's dream but It was pleasure to find co-passengers even for a shorter distance. Time was running faster than any other moving object and In my opinion the bond we were sharing was getting mature with every moment we live. As always close kept metallic object makes sound so some conflicts came among us also...but thanks God nothing major happened. Now we were on verge of Finishing our graduation and that group of 9 had been shrunk to 5 ya almost half. These 5 were still living with same common dream. At the next phase of life One of them Got job just after finishing his graduation another two went delhi purposely with some short term goal one went for his post graduation and last one started searching job. Things were moving again the one who got the job called his all three friends to city where he was working and he did every possible help to those guys some time he went beyond limits also. Then one day he got a good opportunity and went away from that city. Now after one year of moving away he wants to come back and want to start living the dream they saw 6 year back but out of them only one is ready. Out of rest three one has personal issues, one have issue without any issue and third one still I dont know why I spent my so many years with him even I had fight between my brain and heart brain said leave him heart said live with him every time I went with heart and today again my heart and brain are fighting and I am afraid that this time Brain knocked out the heart. so sorry 'M'